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Tuesday, May 1, 2012 , 12:17 AM

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"I just want to hold her hand, be her man"

Well, I'd be lying if I said I didn't this coming. But I'd also be lying if I said i wasn't disappointed. Why are you being sketchy about your feelings? Especially towards me.
But I'm done with you. I'm tired of trying and trying and trying and all for fucking nothing. I want to just avoid you. But I want to be by your side as well.
It hurts. It fucking hurts. I can't stop thinking about how we'd be if we were together. It just makes me sad that nothing I imagined would happen. But I know I deserve better--at least I think so.
I just feel so fucking alone. I want to feel like people, especially my close friends, genuinely give a fuck about me. I need people by my fucking side. It hurts knowing people that claim to be really close to me just sit there while I go through hard times.