I seriously miss all my friends that I used to hang out a lot at with in high school. Graduation still has not hit me, but I feel like it's very very very slowly creeping up on me.

This relationship we have. It's great and it's been a hell of a lot of fun. Excuse me for being lame, but shit, just seeing you for the first time whenever we hang out,.. it's like I fall for you all over again.

Sigh. I still need a shit ton of patience. Especially with us. It's so hard, I have so many things to say that I can't, you'd just call me overemotional and girly. And don't even say you wouldn't, because I can guarantee to you that you will. I hate keeping stuff bottled up inside. But let's be honest, do I have a better option? I try so hard to protect you from things I might say. So often do i bite my lip or push myself to be patient. At the end of the day, I don't want you to get hurt. Or feel sad over what I say. And if that means putting your feelings over mine, then let it be.
And I'm sorry you have to settle for less than perfect. Please love me through all my flaws. I hate like not feeling like the best./div>