"On my way home, still wishing I was inside your bedroom"

Oh shit, it's here. College is literally right around the corner. So. Many. Things. On. My. Mind.

What's going to happen when I move in? Will I make friends? Will I meet cool people? Will I stay in touch with my old friends in high school?

How will things between you and I be? Better? Worse? I honestly do not know.

I can't just give up. On us. Our memories, our moments, everything is so hard to part with. From our sweet little innocent beginnings to all our new and memorable adventures together. I can't just throw them all away. Our trip to L.A. Disneyland. 99 cent stores. Beach. Shit man.

I'm not afraid of what college life is going to be like. I'm afraid of how it's going to change things between me and everyone I know right now, friends, best friends, family, girlfriend.

I feel ready for college. But in the back of my mind I know that I'm probably not ready, mentally.