"Just know you're not alone, 'cuz I'm gnna make this place your home"

Something, something about your presence. I don't know how to describe it. Calming? Relaxing? It just feels like everything falls into place; like it's just natural. It doesn't even matter where we are, it will always feel perfect. And all this is because of you, just one person. Who knew one person was going to make such an enormous impact on my life.

It always makes me so sad to say goodbye. I know I'm always going to see you soon. But still, it makes me feel terrible. The fact that I won't wake up and know I'm seeing you tomorrow morning. Or the next day. Or the next. And so on. And just knowing you're so distant from me, that you'd be off living your own life far away from me. And it makes me bleh. It sucks. It's just these fucking nights. Nights like this where you're all that's on my mind. Those sleepless, restless nights..

Some days I end up un-knowingly zone out, and I think of all our memories together. All our disneyland dates, all our sushi adventures, all our Rowland days. I could seriously go on and on for hours. About how just one girl gave me the best summer of my life. We've had so many good times together. It chokes me up because, I just feel so lucky and blessed with you in my life. Thank you so much for staying with me, through everything.
I love you.