"And so I run now to the things they said could restore me,"

It's confusing. It's weird. It's painful. It's worrisome. It tears you down, builds you up, and tears you down again. It's an up and down roller coaster, constantly in motion. It's staying up in the middle of the night wondering what the hell is happening next. Wondering why it had to happen.

But it's forgiving. It's sacrifice. It's what pulls you in. It's the reason you want to stay, the reason that keeps you 'till the bitter end. The reason that makes it all seem worth it. It's why the bad things go away. It's how the bad things go away. It gives you second thoughts. It's why you wouldn't give it up for the world. It's why you're head over heels. It's the center of your universe. It's complicated, yet it's naive. It's fulfilling, yet it leaves you empty, wanting for more. It's scary, but it's worry-free. It's the reason why, at the end of the day, it's all that matters. Why she's all that ever matters.