Sunday, November 4, 2012 , 1:57 PM

⇨One summer's day

That feeling. That feeling where you think you're stuck. Stuck and confused. Why don't you trust me. What have I ever done to break the trust between us.
I trust you with everything. You're over a hundred miles away, but I trust you. You're a good person, and I love you enough to know that nothing would ever happen.
But why don't you believe anything I say? When have I ever lied to you about something like this?
If you believed what I said more often, instead of not trusting me for no apparent reason, then none of this would have happened.
I told you it wasn't that fun, I didn't enjoy myself as much as I thought I would. I'm being as honest as I possibly can, what more do you want out of me? I've done everything. I have no reason to blatantly lie to your face, and I've never lied to your face in the past, so why do you keep thinking I am?
If I felt like you were holding me back, honest to God I would tell you. I would straight up tell you that you're holding me back. But I haven't. You know why? Because I. Do. Not. Feel. Held. Back.
I don't need you to speak on behalf of my happiness. I know what I want in life and I know what's best for me. You don't need to say that the stuff you do holds me back. I am the only person who knows what holds me back and what doesn't. I AM the only one that can judge whether I feel held back or not. And I can honestly assure you that you don't hold me back.
And if you don't believe anything that I've said while spilling my heart out, then I don't know what else to do. You have to trust me.
What's a relationship without trust.