"Waiting for my words to catch like I'm trying"

It's scary. It's scary how one person can mean so much to another. Reality slaps you in the face, and you realize how special that person truly is to you once you lose them. When did I become so vulnerable. How?

Being totally head over heels for someone, it's hard to tell the exact moment when they became the world to you. The moment where they were the only thing on your mind. The moment where you felt like you had someone that was not worth losing. Ever.

Looking back, at all the memories. I've named them countless times on this blog, I'm sure everyone knows about them. I can't help but think back to those times, when things were simple and we were just two kids in what seemed like an endless summer. Two reckless kids absolutely crazy over eachother. Even to this day, I'm always finding excuses just to see you and spend time with you. We've really grown and matured as a couple. Many many ups and downs. But what relationship doesn't go through all that. Who knows how long we'll be together. 

I love you, and I'm sorry for everything that I've ever done wrong. I know one simple sentence on a stupid blog won't be adequate for all my shortcomings and downfalls. But please know your happiness has always been a priority for me, no matter how clingy or stupid I get. I understand you could have chosen anyone else on the planet, and you chose me. So thank you for that. I don't think I would have been the same if I had never met you and fallen in love. Because, well, I fell hard.