"But she blinds me with her beauty I never dare, dare to have a doubt"

Ugh seriously. I've run out of pictures to use. I'm getting desperate for pictures nowadays LOL. I really need to get back into this photography shit. Maybe when I get less busy. But then again I always say that.

School's whatevs.

Lately I've been so clingy. Just so attached and I know it's very annoying. I honestly don't know why I've been acting so weird lately. I just can't quite put my finger on it. I'm so annoying LOL.

I hate change. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I know it's a really bad habit to consistently get caught up in the past and how things used to be and compare it to how things are. But sometimes I find myself unable to help myself. Things were so easy. So simple. So naive.
But I guess that's what love is? It's change. It's not always going to be easy. It's fighting. It's butting heads. It's arguing. It's wanting to rip eachother's heads out. It's stubbornness and it's resentment and it's bitterness and underneath, though, there's still that one thing keeping you two connected together.

And deep deep deep deep down in that little restless heart of yours, you know you wouldn't want to have anything else with anyone else. Because anger, tears, and stupid bickering won't ever get in the way of loving her. And whatever temporary anger lingers around, dissipates and in the end you can't deny you're so fucking crazy over this one girl.  And maybe when this temporary phase of whatever your feeling fades away even more, you'll realize everything else in the world is stupid. Nothing else matters when she stands next to you because you know she'll always be the girl you fell and landed fat on your face for. And you'll always be that dumb fool doing everything you can (and sometimes still messing up) to make her happy. You're always going to be the dumbass who puts her first. The smitten bitch that never stopped chasing after her. And you're going to keep looking at her like she's still the most beautiful thing you've set your eyes on. You're still going to hold her like she was your universe. You'll still spoil her (but no so much with food anymore). She's irreplaceable. And you two are there, working together make it work. And you realize, maybe not everything has changed after all.

I love you.