Monday, May 26, 2014 , 5:52 PM

I've been thinking a lot lately these past few nights.
Am I where I want to be? If I died tomorrow, would I be the person that I want to be? What would I be to others? Would I be just a brother or a role model? Just an ex or a good friend? A roommate or a lifelong friend?

I guess what happened a few nights ago just put me in a state of shock. Man. Life is so short, are we really living it the way we want to? In the grand scheme of the world, some of our problems are literally so insignificant. It just feels like such a waste of time to get caught up in these small problems now.
After all that happened I've grown such a strong appreciation for life. Especially my own. Why have I been wasting all my time on these small problems? This past weekend I've been (trying to) tie loose ends and telling the people close to me how I really feel about them, because what if I lose those opportunities tomorrow?
Damn.