"When you are close to me I shiver"

Goodbyes are never easy. If there's one thing that I'll never get used to, it would be watching people you are close to leave. As cliche as it sounds, I honestly believe that the person I am today is a result of everyone that has been in my life so far. I can't help but feel like I'll always carry a bit of every significant person that comes and goes in my life. 

Being in this place really is too good to be true. There are really no words I could use to even come close to describing how this place makes me feel. 

So we got a dog, and her name is Maya and she's soooooo fucking adorable (except when she tries to climb into my bed while I'm sleeping.

I'm still thinking about the conversation we had yesterday night. Maybe it was just something I've been lying to myself about. I've been putting up this front and acting like it didn't affect me anymore but, maybe it still does. It's been a deadweight that I feel like i've been holding in longer than I should have. But thank you for talking to me (and eating all my nachos like a pig) at 3 am. I hope you don't lose my jacket. But anyways, maybe you really are right. But then again, maybe you're wrong. You know a lot more about me than I could have ever guessed and honestly that's pretty amazing. You're pretty amazing.